Some love, is to live up to the

As not everything must have a result like some love, there is no result. People who willingly wasted Chi Chan, like the sun and the air like a waste, invisible, intangible, also over a lifetime. 

Wang Anyi have novels called "Everlasting Regret", focuses on a man named Wang Qiyao typical Shanghai woman's life. In fact, the story is a very cruel, but Hou Hsiao-hsien, or make it into a movie, it also made ​​into a TV series Dinghei, and received a good reputation. I think people have been able to accept the cruel, a large part of the reason is because there is a Qiyao Cheng, Cheng is the foundation of the story, but also the minds of readers and viewers pillars, it is love at any time will be lost in the Yuriko. 

Wang Qiyao in four years time fell in love with four men, but never able to become any one's wife. She could accept do "Minister Li," the fourth lover, with a few years to wait even a few days of tenderness; she can be accepted as a man can not marry her Cummins Johnson gave birth to a child, and with a dirty cheat means, then for the children willingly "Configure" Another father Sasha; she can accept a just to savor the flavor of old Shanghai grams of wax old young man, and with the relationship, abandon the elderly dignity, can not wait to stay with their lives him. But she is not acceptable Chiai her life, will always be able to give her his wife birthright Cheng. 

She met Mr. Cheng age of nineteen, to be earlier than the other four men. Is Cheng found her beauty, and put this beauty spread out, making her the eyes of everyone, "three young lady." Even when she has done another man's lover, Cheng was able to understand her, and spare no effort to help her, and even gave birth to another man's child Qiyao also Cheng at her side, but the man was not there. Cheng life fit him, even with several suitors, he is Wang Qiyao and single. Wang Qiyao is his all, but he just Qiyao a little bit, anywhere you can grab a little bit. Wang Qiyao his luxury, he gave her noble imagination, and keep the unattainable desire; and he does, in front of Wang Qiyao has been a cheap, including his love is not worth it to heart a. 

Hou Hsiao-hsien of the women have an innate compassion, so at the end of the movie, he let Qiyao die first, Cheng also brutally face the final hurdle. But Wang Anyi not, she let Cheng died during the Cultural Revolution, leaving empty Qiyao, let her fight the next life, in fact, this is the biggest brutal Wang Qiyao. She no longer the bottom of the man, after all her pessimistic nobody minutely glance, she ran out of a lifetime of effort, finally ruined enough himself. 

Cheng's love is to live up to, and he love so silly, so like a bottomless pit, in the end nothing, but also a lifetime of melancholy. Wang Qiyao for he only said, "gratitude", but did not refer to a "feeling" words, this love to just humble gratitude. Cheng himself is no choice, he could do was to release endless love, even if this love riddled, and also children will fall to her. He also wants results, but he knew if Qiyao rejected him, he will not hesitate, then, simply the results do not, as long as like her. 

This live up to the most cruel is this: who is to live every day as to keep faith in general, to maintain the loyalty of love; and the people they love, in everyday life, for most of them did not want to read a little of. A moths to a flame, a four linger, there is not a field where. The most terrible struggle no opponent can be those "Cheng", but it always has a warm, even playing air, but also tried my best, play nice. 

Mr. Jin is also a well-known "Cheng" in one. Initially, the introduction Xu Lin Huiyin he knew, but in the end was feeling kind Xu, after Huiyin refused him, he would immediately shift the battlefield, to pursue LiuXiaoMan a. Can Yuelin sub honest, after Huiyin love at first sight, but never let go. 

Because the presence of Liang, Lin Huiyin be protected very well, so Yuelin fact, nothing can do. He only lived very close and beam, her family has salon, he must attend. Yuelin this love, in fact, is even more frightening, knowing Huiyin already married, might no longer together, but he still loves. 

Liang Lin Huiyin and are clear about Yuelin idea, but they can not do anything. Gold can only put this soulful deep in the heart. After the death touches Huiyin, Yuelin have the show. One day, he put some of the best friends friends gathered in Beijing Hotel, we are not often confused overwhelmed by the hospitality of the old gold Shengyi is why, until the open seats, he declared: "Today is the birthday of Huiyin", people marvel. 

In fact, in the old gold heart, love for Huiyin has been close and intimate, like a couple in love in general. Someone went to the gold old Lin Huiyin works written order, gold old said: "I do not write, I wanted to say, only one person, and she said." Perhaps, in his heart, there is Huiyin it belongs to him alone. Huiyin after the death of his son, and gold old Congjie been living together, calling him a "golden Dad," he also really look at him as his own son. 

Huiyin alive, Yuelin not allowed to have any point beyond etiquette own words and deeds, neatly, can only be made up to look like a friend; Huiyin death, Yuelin only open their hearts, from the start bit by bit, the completion of her ritual of love. Gold old love, being let down more thoroughly, even the chance to do something for her side in Huiyin are not, but he willingly. 

It now appears that we have only to say "he loved her life" kind of vague words, but specific to the night is day, everything that happened in their hearts will form a kind of ripples, who knows. Sometimes, they will feel very poor, very sad it, but eventually disarm himself, reconciliation and love. 

I have a friend, chasing a girl chasing for four years, is still chasing the girl over there boyfriend have changed any of the two. Sometimes I would advise him, said:. "Come on, all four years, and people were willing, would have agreed." But his nonchalance, said: "When she was cornered, will certainly find my good . at that time, I will accept her, "I have nothing to say, just think to myself: Do you think she'll go back in time to come down, but as long as you are at the bottom, she will Yuecuoyueyong.